random thoughts on a monday

Summer is over, school is starting soon. (a bit to soon but there's nothing i can do about that) This summer was unlike any other. It was the summer of fun, partying, non stop being busy. Just a list of my favorite parts of the past 3 months:

• Snowbird, family vacation!
• TREK! honestly best experience of my life.
• Non stop quoting movies
• Dyeing my hair
• swimming, swimming, and oh yeah, more swimming
• finally starting a blog, oh i am so addicted
• winning a giant fish from mutual
• stargazing, my favorite thing in the whole world!
• Strawberry days, makes me want to move to idaho and live among horses
• rockin out to rap at way to high of decibels, when i have early hearing loss i'll know why
• taking a nap almost every day
• going to lagoon!
• babysitting my cousins for 3 days straight. who knew that would be an adventure?!
• overalls, i'm in love with them!
• receiving a spongebob shirt for my birthday, aren't my friends the greatest?
• TPing! ha i'm a rebel
• speaking of being rebellious (skip this one family) streaking through the football field
• getting a camera, honestly so happy i have pictures of this entire summer
• secretly chalking people's driveway, then finding out they were watching.
• watching the coolest rain storm in the world
• decorating my room, absolutely love it!
• my awesome young women leaders, you will be missed
• frozen yogurt
• gaining 20 pounds from doughnuts alone
• driving at night, i dunno why but i love it so much
• trafalga, even with all my practice i still suck at mini golf
• learning guitar, i've only started but progress has been made!
• mud fights :) nothin beats them
• jb, ya gotta love him!
• water fights, not as good but equally entertaining
• girls camp, it was our last year and we partied it up!
• baby mama and she's the man, 'nuff said
• doorbell ditching/trash bagging
• running, proof that hard work does pay off
• bubbles, especially scented ones
• Harry potter 7 part 2, can you say end of childhood?
• winning something from a claw machine, goal of life accomplished
• obsessing over josh thomas's music way too much, listen to him, it's amazing!!!
• breakfast runs, or just food in general

wow that list is much longer than i thought it would be, looking back on everything i did just reminds me how much is waiting for me in the future.

In a world of comparison and conformity, make your own statement. Honor your own truth. Have the courage to be yourself; risk speaking your own thoughts and claiming your emotions. Share your vulnerabilities, tears, doubts, and insecurities; let others experience the real you. Have the courage to be yourself and realize that you are a wonderful person

I'm ready to party it up and celebrate this senior year! This is me, take me as i am, with all my crazyness and acting like a two year old or not at all. I'm done pretending to be someone i'm not to spare myself from those who would judge.

There will never be another now, i'll make the most of today. There will never be another me, i'll make the most of myself.

New theme of life? No regrets. there are no redo's, no rewinds, life is not a movie with reshooting and rewrites. No taking back anything you say, do, become. Hard times will come. Not every day will be perfect but that's okay, without the bad you can't appreciate the good right? So enjoy every day because it goes by so fast. Soon i'll have senioritis, and the end of school will not come soon enough. But hopefully i can remember to love each moment and share it with those that i love. random post i know. My thought are a little everywhere today. bear with me, soon i'll be back to my normal self. perhaps...